Showing posts with label personal information. Show all posts
Showing posts with label personal information. Show all posts

Sunday, 7 December 2008

Mistakes

Edited by Jose Martel Penate, 26 Dec 2008, 02:26
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I can see now that it was a mistake to enroll on H808.

I read the papers but I don't get the point... and I can see that others do.

I'm kind of going through the motions now, kind of waiting till this hole I've dug myself just disappears at the end of January.

Will I get at least 40%? I hope so...huge waste of money if I don't. Can I even see that what I'm reading - can't bring myself to call it learning - can be of use to me in the near future...not without further study...study for study's sake.

So why did I call this post "Mistakes" when I've only mentioned 1 mistake...?

Thursday, 30 October 2008

And today she's 100 days old!

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My daughter's 100 days old today
Which in China is quite important
I'm told
She's growing so fast
Learning so fast
Changing so fast
Almost every day she seems to do something new
She has natural highlights in her hair
Gorgeous eyes
A wonderful smile
And she loves to walk
She made that clear almost from day 1
And she has to be talked to
Because she is the centre of attention
She has us know
A huge personality
For such a little thing

Friday, 24 October 2008

My daughter's now 3 months old

Edited by Jose Martel Penate, 24 Oct 2008, 11:14
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I've just been looking through my blog searching for stuff for the TMA01 essays, and I reread my first post. In that post I mention that my daughter is 2 months old. It suddenly struck me that I've been keeping this blog for only a month! It seems so much longer...

I think I've lost much of the energy I had when I started - or perhaps I should say that the energy has changed. There was a kind of fun naivety in some of my posts, and now I tend to doggedly stick to the topic; a curious, inquisitive step has turned into a determined trudge.

Am I learning to act my age? In some ways I hope not. But I do think I'm learning to give the answers that are expected of me - instead of the ones I'd want to give. Does this mean I'm becoming more of a professional??

(New) CA3.1-My strengths and weaknesses as an elearning professional (from 12-10-08)

Edited by Jose Martel Penate, 24 Oct 2008, 09:12
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From: Jose Martel Penate 12 October 2008 08:50:18
Subject: (New) CA3.1-My strengths and weaknesses as an elearning professional
To: H808 ac6 08 Unit 3

Alan asked me to try to use my face-to-face teaching experience in this activity.

So I made a combined PDP needs analysis grid (please see "Jose-CA3.1-PDP combined needs analysis grid.pdf" that was shared with everyone in Alan's tutor group on 11/10/08).

Strengths

I tend to be good at analysing situations and providing solutions.
I'm not really a people-person, but I see the value of getting along and much prefer to.
Given the choice, I prefer not to lead, but if I have to, I will.
I'm comfortable with reflection, however, I sometimes forget that other people aren't.
I'm willing to put in the time to pass this course and my wife supports me.
I believe I have the reflective ability, language skills, mental agility...and...uhmm?...to pass this course.
I value a professional attitude and prefer to strive toward professionalism.
I prefer to do things well.
Pressure can often help me excel.
I'm comfortable using computers, and having used and owned macs and pcs over a number of years has helped me be, and feel, more proficient.
I'm good at abstract thought; I'm a good listener; I can be good at seeing things from other people's point of view.
I enjoy learning and thinking.
If I know what I'm talking about then I'm usually ok at meetings, discussions, etc.
Being bilingual and having lived in a number of different societies/cultures helps me relate more easily to people.
For such a negative person at heart, I can be surprisingly positive.
I have theoretical and practical knowledge of teaching techniques, methods, approaches, etc.
I have face-to-face teaching experience with up to 65 students per class.


Weaknesses

I can be a bit of a perfectionist: given 8 hours to finish, I will finish in 8 hours. But given 2 hours, I will finish in 2 hours and possibly more creatively.
I'm currently living in a society that values appearance, networking and bureaucracy. I'm not sure that the Western concept of professionalism is understood here. This means that I have little external motivation to work toward professionalism here.
A lot of what I'm learning on this course is new to me, and I've never studied at this level before.
Sometimes I seem to have a kind of mental block when learning something new. I can talk about the thing, I can have the idea in my head, but I feel no connection to it. I sometimes think I need to experience in order to learn.


Well, a bit of a mixed bag (is that a strength or a weakness?).
And was that reflection or just description?

Jose



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From: Alan Clarke 12 October 2008 23:59:24
Subject: Re: (New) CA3.1-My strengths and weaknesses as an elearning professional
To: H808 ac6 08 Unit 3

Hi Jose

I would judge the paper as overall reflective in character rather than simple description

Cheers

Alan

Sunday, 19 October 2008

More evidence for SA4.2 - HowTo access/use OU resources when using a Mac

Edited by Jose Martel Penate, 19 Oct 2008, 13:17
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HowTo access/use OU resources when using a Mac
By Jose Martel Penate H808 081

I'll be giving my personal experiences as an OU student in Shanghai who uses mac computers to access and use OU resources.

First, a bit about my mac setup. When at home, I typically use a Mac Mini bought in 2007, with 2GHz Intel Core 2 Duo processor, and upgraded to 2GB 667MHz DDR2 SDRAM, running OSX Leopard 10.5.5. On my commute to and from work I use an iBook bought in 2002, with a 600MHz PowerPC G3 processor, and upgraded to 640MB SDRAM, running OSX Tiger 10.4.11.

I've designated the iBook as the principal machine where OU work is concerned; it holds the OU working files and folders. When at home I connect the iBook to my ethernet Local Area Network (LAN) via a TL-R402 DSL router. The use of Bonjour simplifies my mac to mac connections and I can then use my Mac Mini to work on the files stored on the iBook - so both machines use the same files. This effectively avoids having to synchronise data (I'm refusing to spend money on a synchronisation solution).

I hold current backup files on both machines in locked folders that I've set Spotlight to ignore. This means that when I do OU related searches the only file/folders searched are the current working OU file/folders on the iBook. I also keep a backup folder of all my OU backups on an external hard drive. When I remember, I also replace the current OU backup folder I keep on my mp4 player (an Archos 604).

I typically use Safari (3.1.2) as my web browser of choice for most things, but for the OU I need to share the workload with Firefox (3.0.3). For simply accessing/reading OU webpages, I'll use Safari, but for editing I'll typically use Firefox. For the blogs - posts and comments - I need to use Firefox or formatting will be ignored. For editing "notes" in MyStuff, I again need to use Firefox because of formatting issues, but to upload files, Safari seems to work better and I recently found out I can write comments while using Safari and formatting is kept intact. For the wiki, it seems that editing can be done from Safari but can't while in Firefox or at least is inconsistent from Firefox. I'm new to the wiki so I haven't had a chance to investigate this further.

Regarding FirstClass, I haven't used their web version since I installed the Mac FirstClass Client (9.106) application in my first week of study. I can't remember much about FC web version, but I know I really didn't like it; it was slow and simply didn't work properly. The desktop version is clearly the superior product and, while not perfect, it is perfectly stable, useful and even has some nice (far more Mac-like than Window-ly) graphics.

Another word about the blogs. I want to browse my fellow students' blogs from time to time, but it's tedious and can be very time consuming having to go to each blog to find out if there have been new postings. So I subscribed to the RSS feeds for each blog. Each blog has a feed for posts and another feed for comments. You need to open the blogs from Safari and click directly on "RSS" (not "Atom" right next to it) - I prefer to right-click to open links in a new tab, but sometimes it seems that these RSS pages only open properly when you left-click directly. When the RSS page opens, left-click on the "Subscribe in Mail" link. If you then go to Mail you'll find an RSS feed that you can rename and that contains the posts or comments of the blog you subscribed to. The blog posts will have the blog poster's name - under the title - when you open each post, but the comments won't tell you where they come from. To find out whose blog the comments belong to you need to click on "Read more..." to be taken to the blog itself, and then rename the feed in Mail. If there is no feed in Mail, check your Mail preferences.

By the way, there is a Mac help website (that I didn't find very helpful). It's at http://homepage.ntlworld.com/stephen.mcgann/index.html . It seems to be more geared toward helping potential students identify which OU courses are mac-compatible. Apart from that, it limits itself to briefly commenting on the mac-compatiblity of various pieces of software that students may or may not need to use. I think the site will only be of any use to someone with little practical experience of using macs. The site doesn't actually give current students of OU courses any advice on day to day issues that arise while doing an OU course using a mac.

Friday, 10 October 2008

Reflections on my strengths and weaknesses as an elearning practitioner

Edited by Jose Martel Penate, 10 Oct 2008, 14:24
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Well, I'm not an elearning practitioner.


But let me trudge on anyway...


Strengths:

NONE - I have everything to learn
ALL - I will learn everything from my grounding in professionalism gained from H808

Weaknesses:

I have everything to learn



Notes written as I prepared the PDP grid:

Yourself compared with other "teachers"(?). Or should I compare myself with (what I perceive to be the abilities of) the other students?
Might it be better to compare myself with where I should be when I'm an elearning professional?
I may as well compare myself to an ideal standard.
I suppose I should be comparing myself to elearning professionals - the ideal elearning professional.

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I have had big problems doing this grid. I think it's because I have no (clear) frame of reference.
I'm doing this course (and the rest of the MAODE) because I hope it will be useful for me in the future.
But I'm not sure what exactly I will learn on this course, and I'm not sure what exactly I will need to know to be an elearning professional.
I also assume that I will learn as I go along. Of course knowing is better than assuming.
I have no-one to compare myself with - my fellow students are words on a screen, and my colleagues are happy ambling along.

Friday, 3 October 2008

CA2.3 Reflection and learning-FIRST DRAFT

Edited by Jose Martel Penate, 4 Oct 2008, 00:59
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The following has turned out to be a very brief, personal impression - together with hearsay - of what I perceive as the present general state of conversational-English teaching in China, education in China and Chinese students. I am certain there are many foreign teachers in China who would have very different things to say:

As many of you will already know, I work as an oral English teacher at a university in Shanghai. This is the beginning of my 3rd academic year in China.

When I first arrived here I had high hopes of making a difference and of developing my teaching practice. However, a crude reality for many foreign oral English teachers in China is that they are employed by schools as the foreign-passport holder that helps ensure parents will pay higher school fees. The foreign teacher's job is to be the English expert for classes once a week. Ostensibly, this 90 minute class, 16 times a semester, will redress years of teacher-centred, grammar-translation English lessons and even more years of systematic obliteration of students' self-confidence, individuality and creativity. In practice however, course leaders and the school administration will probably have little or no interest in the foreign teacher's activities in class, provided s/he actually does turn up for class; does not offend China's honour; or bore the students too much. The teacher may be asked back for a second term if the students actually enjoy the class. Students' enjoyment of class may involve playing games; listening to amusing anecdotes or popular music; watching DVDs, being allowed to talk in Chinese, do other course work, play with their mobile phones, sleep, or skip class - every class. Despite this apparent lack of oral english learning or practice, students typically do not fail oral English exams; once school fees have been paid, parents can expect certain returns on their money.

But, even within this climate, there are those Western teachers who do try to improve their students' level of English. A problem they find though, is that Western methods often don't translate well. Student-centred lessons with task based and communicative activities that foster self-confidence, individuality and creativity regularly fail in China and Asia. New foreign teachers can often be heard to complain about the "unwillingness" of their students to participate in class or to even answer the simplest of questions. Why? Students are taught to conform not stand out, and the Chinese have an acute sense of "saving face"; students prefer to say nothing in class than to risk embarrassment by making a mistake. Other factors are that the teacher is seen as the expert that will tell students what they should know; students are passive "sponges" in a learning environment that is largely memoristic in nature (students here do have amazing powers of recall). Students on the whole have little to no sense of ownership of their learning; little initiative, and (seemingly) little desire to reflect on their learning, personal development or life. I would guess that the average 20 year old Chinese student has the mental age of a 14 year old British student. English is taught as 4 unconnected subjects: reading, writing, listening, and speaking (oral/conversation). Typically, only speaking class has a foreign teacher (who may or may not be a native-level English speaker, qualified, proficient, or conscientious). The other classes have a Chinese teacher who will probably give the class in Chinese. The focus of (Chinese) teacher and students is on learning (just enough) to pass the exams. Little, if any, attention is paid to effective communicative ability in English. Students who are good at speaking English are generally those who have a personal interest in the language. I think many Chinese English teachers see the need for a change in methodology/policy, but change seems to be very slow and implemented from the top down. Those with power to decide and effect changes at schools may not be the most suited for the job (of implementing effective educational reform). Those with the power are (Communist) Party members who are often/usually aged, with Party agenda to promote and protect and perhaps no knowledge or understanding of, or concern for, the educational issues at stake.

How does all that fit in with what I'm learning on this course? How can I possibly change my students' learning behaviours?! And how could I try to encourage a cohort of slightly above average Shanghainese students to use an eportfolio system when only 2 weeks ago I gave up trying to get them to even use email? These students/classes are actually the best I have had here though. Students do not sleep in class, many are eager and willing to participate/learn, most bring pen and paper to class, the class sizes are small (about 20 students, not 60), each of my classrooms is large enough with furniture that can be moved; a pc I can use, with internet connection, projector, dvd player,...But the 90 minutes of class a week is all the English practice most students will get, despite a general consensus that English speaking skills are an important factor influencing a student's future employability.

Well, I'd better go to sleep so that tomorrow I can write a more relevant attempt at the CA2.3 Reflection and learning.

Wednesday, 1 October 2008

CA2.1-eportfolios-my interest

Edited by Jose Martel Penate, 1 Oct 2008, 20:34
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As already stated elsewhere, my reasons for learning about eportfolios are career related - in that this knowledge/skill will, hopefully, further and broaden my future employability. However, I have no immediate need, requirement, or real opportunity to put my new expertise to any practical use. This means that my interest in eportfolios is purely academic at the moment (no pun intended...but left in).

This, at times, rather laboured intrinsic interest is in stark contrast to the healthier extrinsic motivation that pushes some of my fellow students to enthuse about, delight in, and, more importantly, relate to their studies. Vague, general interest cannot match actual need. But I plod on.

I have hardly started experimenting with our eportfolio, Mystuff. This is mainly because I find it so annoying to use. I keep reading about how it is vital for the individual to feel in control of the eportfolio environment and be able to individualise it, or else they will quickly lose interest. Is Mystuff the OU's attempt to help us deep-learn by doing? Oh, we can intellectualise, we can assimilate the theory, but one learns so much more profoundly if one emotionalises - is there anything quite as effective as actually experiencing the frustration!?

But now that I am reading Stefani (2005) discuss CPD in a higher education context, I do feel that I could use an eportfolio (that does not annoy me) to help motivate myself; help me reflect, perhaps, more effectively; and help counteract the apathy that sets in when working in an education system where, though excellence in teaching is paid lip service, entertainment value rules.

Jose

Monday, 29 September 2008

My forum introduction (v1.1) (@19th Sep08)

Edited by Jose Martel Penate, 29 Sep 2008, 05:11
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From: José Martel Penate 19th Sep 08
Subject: Fwd: Jose's introduction v1.1
To: H808 08 ac_UNIT 1 INTRO


Hi all,

Firstly, apologies for my late arrival; hope I can catch up fairly soon.

And now the intro...

I'm Spanish, and grew up in England.

For the last couple of years I've been employed as an oral English teacher in China. Currently I "teach" 2nd year students at a university in Shanghai.

My doing a MAODE stems more from wanting to move onto a different, hopefully more satisfying career path here in China.

Why China in particular? Well, my wife is Chinese and we live in Shanghai with our lovely 8 week old, baby girl.

This is my first module of the MAODE. And my first time studying at this level. And my first online course.

I seem to be the least "professional" of my tutor group (Alan’s) which, initially, I find a little intimidating. However, this does mean I have a great opportunity to learn from my fellow members’ experience and expertise in related fields.

Some of you may have noticed that I'm having problems accessing messages on First Class. I'm not sure if this is because I'm (usually) using a Mac, coz I'm in China, both, or neither. But please bear with me while I try to sort out these problems.

By the way, you may already know that my being in China means I'm (usually) 8 hours ahead of UK time (GMT+8). This probably won't be too inconvenient for my tutor group and still allows for real-time IMing or talking over the internet at sociable hours if the need arose or the group decides it may be beneficial.

Over the next few months I hope we all have a stimulating, productive, and enjoyable time on this course together.

Jose

Ok, I've just read Alan's welcome and I think I need to expand this intro a bit.

Unlike most or all of you, I don't plan on using the knowledge and skills gained on the course at my current school/place of work. It's not that I think the kids wouldn't benefit from some sort of online support programme or PDPs, etc, or that my uni has any such programmes in operation or even planned (though a foreign oral English teacher is perhaps the last person to know about such things on a Chinese university campus, with any of the Chinese teachers coming in only slightly ahead). No, the kids would benefit from such programmes, and I might even say they (desperately) NEED them. The problem is that there would be no support from the administration on any level, and it goes without saying that the students would reject the slightest suggestion that they should take resonsibility for their own learning. And don't even mention the word "lifelong"!
So, at the moment I have a pleasant, vague sort of plan in which I hope that the MAODE can lead me away from state-run schools entrenched in their ways, while helping me steer clear of private schools obsessed with profit. Where I'll end up I'm not sure, but hopefully some place where learning is still or newly valued.